Major decision making

"If i get PETRONAS scholarship, i would go into art stream as I applied BIS. If not, I'll just continue on science stream, most probably taking physics in form six. Well, if i get JPA, alleluyah, i will be majoring in biology"... That's how I plan for my future after SPM. Very much of, whatever comes first and if...else statement.

I realize we have two major decision making period in most of our lives, .. my life.

The first major decision was after SPM. What course/field you want to take, which college/uni, where's the location and bla bla. At that time, I only applied two scholarships and wait for their responses. If negative, form six will do. Well, obviously I got PET and doing BIS. Funny thing was I didn't know what course I filled in, I only remember Business. I have no idea what Information System was at that time and little did i know i was going to be half programmer. :]


And the second major decision is right now. In another 30 days or so, I will be graduating and with that, ENDS my student life, unless I further my studies again which I will not in the nearest time.now the main question is, what you want to be? BIS is a very broad degree which I basically can do most of the jobs offered except those which is not related. I can go into management doing all the paper works, or finance dealing with all the money and numbers or creative department doing marketing and sales or be a nerd dealing with computer and solving IT related problems.

I didn't really apply for any jobs except that I passed 20 hardcopy resumes to UTP and they will apply for my behalf. (hehe) I received email and calls from two company already asking for more information. Both companies are quite technical related and I am not very ready yet for that. I feel kinda worried if I can't deliver or don't love the job. Yala, I think too much and very choosy la. But, haih, I just can't help thinking back about intern time how heavy the workloads were for the permanent staff.

mama, I don't want to workkkkk.

p/s: totally unrelated piccas. Was testing out my new laptop. Weee :)

cannot recognize me leh.. ;)