Oh, so you're married last year, I asked my colleague. But you're only 27, why?
He looked at me and smiled. Well, I have money and I love her, why not?
Love, wow. Does it still exist in this world?
I don't know. I used to believe that, but as I grow older, I think that it's simply a joke.
Oh, people change. They can tell you they are madly in love with you right now, but few days later, you might see them telling other women exactly the same thing and dump you aside. I've been in this situation, I've seen many of these issues.
Love is a scary thing. Look around. Count the divorce cases around.
I thought I have overcome the fear within myself, but it seems like I have not at the moment. I was asked what's my first priority in my life recently. I looked at him, speechless and felt so useless.
I refreshed my memory and browsed through it. As if it were a book, I flipped it pages to pages and tried to find an answer to that simple question.
I don't know. But in order not to keep him waiting, I said career. I am really glad I found a great career that have a very steep development steps, but also at the same time, I am struggling to fit in that high expectation position.
I feel like running away, leave all things behind and run. Opps, shit. FUCK. It's only 2.5 months in this company and I am looking for an escape. That's not a good sign darling..!! Damn, I should just go to sleep. kthxbai