Monday, September 24

The only constant in life is CHANGE

I think I am fickle-minded. I believe my friends and family might notice my ever changing behavior. I hope my fiance will not freak out.

The truth is, am I really ... that fickle? 

In the graduate management program where I am working currently requires me to rotate job every year during that 3 years period. Having said that, the department where I am in have just reshuffled and I have moved 3 working cubicles within two years. Not to mention, the changes of stakeholders, business processes and procedures, ways of working that comes along.

Sometimes I can't help to wonder why people encourage changes within short time frame. It's like playing musical chair. Before the process and procedure gets matured, they play the song again. Then people complaint. Slow response, broken links and processes, non compliance, bla bla bla. They must be thinking people on the bottom of the piramid are either extremely smart or robots which can be programmed who can adapt to new changes within a click; reformat the "previous ways of working" and download the somewhat "new, latest and economical" ways of working. Oh God!

But then, I am not in the right place to condemn. Pot calling the kettle black. I am forever changing too.

Just 3 months ago, I was so determined. Woke up at 6.30 morning, hit the gym and shower. Ready to work at 9a.m. every alternate weekdays and sports during weekends. Bought badminton racquet and shoes. sports bra and Zaggora pants. After 8 weeks, no weight loss straightaway give up.

Learned about blood type and it's diet. Was so umpph to eat big bowl of rice as it is encouraged for my blood. Broke up with my meaty friends and eat vege. No weight loss, kinda give up. 

Now I am back with clean diet - no processed food and eat food at the raw-est state as encouraged by lean and fit people i follow in instagram. Bought groceries and cook every night. Steam fish, vege, meat. Drink fruit juices. And today hit the aerobics class. I felt so ashamed of my stamina, ladies 10 years older can do better than me. Sigh.

Why? Can't I just adapt a single habit and live with it forever? I guess the answer is yes if and only if my mood won't swings and my hormone won't change that frequent. Maybe the world is right, the only constant in life is change. Sigh. I should go get my rest.


  1. without change, life is boring. It's good that u keep on changing. My only problem is u change from being good to bad as in changing from healthy lifestyle to unhealthy one. hehe :D

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