relationship?

I think i'm getting older each day because the time passes so fast. Without i realized, it is Friday already. Don't you feel the same? It's 10th of October again. -.-

3 years ago, we took our friendship to another level. 3 years later, we degraded our relationship back to friendship.

Being involved in relationship since i was 15, kinda young, and now being single really makes lotsa different in my lives, but i'm getting used to the single life btw. You don't feel complete, as in you always missing something. Someone who texts you daily, someone who calls you daily and someone for you to turn to, when you need love and care and definitely someone who always be there to protect you no matter what reasons and love you unconditioning.

6 years of 3 failed relationships. I wonder what went wrong.

Am i not matured enough to handle it or am i too hard to manage?
He said i was too emotional.
I said he wasn't sensitive enough.

He said i was hard to please.
I said he didn't try hard enough.

:0

In this world, we have millions of people with millions of different attitudes and behaviours. Sometimes, I find it hard to believe that we fall in love with some random people. That is what we called, Love at first sight. I find it hard to believe too that out of millions of people, some people are able to find their truly soul mate. Don't you think it's miracle? Some told it me it's destiny and all fated.

Chinese believes our love life is controlled by the God of Love. Using red strings, he tied between two people. Maybe he gets too old recently to handle the increasing populations, he linked the already tied string to another person? *married man with young girls* haha.

Since i have all the times for myself,ao i started to think what types of man i want if i were to start my bf-hunting. I compared my ex-bfs, they totally have different personalities and background. I wonder what made me fall for them... Strange isn't it? Or perhaps i need to take into consideration of the level maturity and surrounding that controls right? People change accordingly to everything, that leads to the changes in the dream guy? maybe!

I heard the female population is increasing, nearly double the male population. Gosh, I hope not. Should i start my hunting now? because by then all good guys are taken and what left are the unwanted ones.

Dear God, please keep a few for me!!!!!!